I’m gonna catch you.
Tag: *curls into self*
My poor Andriel heart actually hurts every time I read about how Andrew lets Neil full-body lean on him when Neil needs someone to hold him up, even though Andrew hates being touched in any way shape or form
Ugh my heart, bless him
Ok ok this made me think
When Andrew got out of Easthaven like was literally just OUT OF THERE, and hadn’t seen Neil in weeks / months and and was very “No one fucking touch me” and had seen Neil broke his promise in order to keep it, and can see what Neil really looks like, HE LETS NEIL LEAN AGAINST HIM AND AND SEMI-PIN HIM TO THE CAR DOOR WITHOUT FLINCHING OR BATTING AN EYE
The best part about the car door thing is Andrew had the opportunity to get out of Neil’s way. He chose not to.
I feel like in some way he was trying to prove the reality of Neil’s existence in that moment. Like, some part of him had been thinking while away in Easthaven that Neil wasn’t real, that nobody could see Andrew the way Neil did, nobody would ever have bothered to hunt down where he was when Drake was assaulting him because nobody ever had.
Now, here Neil is but he looks totally different, he’s got red hair and bruises and bandages all over, and Andrew’s standing there going, I knew he wasn’t real. But he wants him to be real so badly, and so even though he could easily step out of the way when he sees Neil leaning into the car, he lets Neil lean past him, trap him basically, and Neil doesn’t hurt him and is so careful of him. And Andrew’s standing there going fuckfuckfuck what if he is real, what do I do now, he was supposed to be a hallucination but I’m sober and he’s here and I can feel him.
oh wow i am so Emo
strange being gentle with tony cause he knows how hard tony is gonna go on himself when half the universe dies cause he failed to save them
Do you ever think about how Gamora said “I have lived most of my life surrounded by my enemies. I would be grateful to die among my friends,” and how she died alone because I do
fuck you dude
That’s fair
Sometimes it just hits me that Tony and Peter got the chance to get to know each other for two years before infinity war- in Homecoming they were still fresh, still a little awkward around one another…
But since then they’d have spent time together in the lab until the early hours of dawn when Tony had pushed Peter toward the couch and then wrapped a blanket around his bony shoulders before he himself fell asleep at the desk. They’d have gone to watch movies that Peter had dragged Tony to because all his friends were busy but come on, Mr Stark, this is gonna be a cinematic masterpiece, I can just feel it. They’d have gotten takeout after battles and Tony would have set up alerts in the suit when he realised that Peter got panic attacks sometimes. This is two years worth of bonding, of being together, of forming that relationship. Tony went from ‘call Happy if you need something Parker’ to ‘Pete, you gotta let go, I promise I’ll catch you!’.
It’s a lot to lose, with no other warning than ‘Mr Stark, I don’t feel so good-’
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