taitalagi:

the foxesallison reynolds // #7 // defensive dealer

“I’m sorry,” Neil said.
Allison curled her lip at him in scorn. “Shut
up. No you’re not. You’re not,” she insisted when Neil opened his mouth
to argue. It sounded less like an accusation and more like an order, so
Neil reluctantly subsided. “Have you forgotten who has to paint you back
together every morning? If you’d let them steamroll you yesterday after
all of this,” she flicked her fingers up at her own face, “I would hate
you.”

knoxeau:

  • Allison Reynolds learns to sew like a Boss because even though, realistically, she knows she’ll always be well off, there’s always that underlying fear that her parents will somehow freeze her accounts until she gives in
  • And she will NEVER give in
  • But she still wants to look million dollar
  • Matthew Boyd wears those gel bracelets and the girls’ spare hair ties around his wrists because whenever he feels that undeniable itch he likes to pluck them againsts his skin as a reminder
  • It becomes a nervous habit whenever he’s relatively still and alone because there’s ALWAYS an itch but especially when his mind isn’t distracted by movement and talk and his family
  • Matt wears his track marks like a tapestry, a history of who he was and who he has grown into
  • Aaron Minyard wears long sleeves because something inside him curls up and screams whenever he sees that look on anyone’s face
  • That look that reminds him that he came from trash no matter what grows from the garbage heap
  • Renee Walker is not ashamed of her scars and she is not trying to hide them beneath her lengthy skirts and conservative shirts but she will NEVER dress for the eyes of a man ever again
  • She dresses for herself and herself only
  • And herself happens to love the soft security of her favourite sweater
  • Nicky Hemmick is never going to be comfortable in a therapist’s office
  • As much as he appreciates Betsy and all that she has done for Andrew, he will forever recognize and empathise with the hunted look on Neil’s face when they make their compulsory visits
  • The kind of trust needed for that situation was shattered a long time ago
  • Dan will always take the dominant roll in her relationships
  • Control in the bedroom is something (although they don’t know it) she shares with Andrew
  • A reiteration that her body is her own
  • That her actions are for her
  • That she is not a possession, an object, a passive thing to be pawwed at
  • (Matt thoroughly enjoys the handcuffs)
  • All of the foxes carry traces of what makes them foxes in the first place